All publications of Sana Bilal . لاھور , Pākistān
This world has too much to give to us. It's hard and concise at the same time. In all this chaos of giving and receiving something from the world, she's still holdin' on, settling, and letting herself wander in all these. It's never easy to move on, from a situation you thought would last forever. These forever's are a lie, because they last no longer, because they end sooner. You know? It's hard to let go, and live.
I guess some things are meant to be this way, they don't have to work out, and you know it's ok. It's okay to endure all this and be patient still, gathering all those broken parts of you and creating a new "you'. Someone who is strong from inside and keeps her vulnerability saved for all the kindness, and someone who don't settle at something less than her worth. It's difficult yet important lovelies! <3
Isn’t it strange.
Isn’t love a strange thing? Some guy falls for you and eventually tries to approach you. When you come across him you feel a different vibe, you feel like he’s the one. He’s the one you were waiting for. And then one day all of a sudden, without even thinking, you start to feel his love growing in you. With every passing day it becomes stronger and stronger and more clearer. Isn’t it strange?
It is said that if we can’t have someone or win someone, that ‘someone’ is a god for us. Because it’s untouchable. Someone you can’t feel. Someone you can’t hold when you want to. Isn’t it strange? On the other hand when someone becomes a part of your life, someone who adds value to your life, we easily take them for granted, because back in our head we presume that they are not leaving, they will keep on holding on to us no matter what, and eventually we start to avoid them and loose them with time. Isn’t it strange?
I keep on loving him with every passing day, I think he’s someone I can live with for the rest of my life. Someone who can hold on to me,but honestly love is a confused feeling. Because your emotions are always overflowing ,they are, always there to come out. You become impatient most of the time, you cry often, you start to smile even if you are staring a wall. Isn’t it strange?
Love is something which captures your heart, without you knowing, and then there’s nothing you can do about it, but accept it. You start to change yourself in many ways, you start to emerge, you start to evolve for someone. After all love is all about learning. Learning new ventures to know someone deeply, and than maybe in learning someone, you start to know yourself. Isn’t it strange?
If someone would ask me about an advice about loving someone, I would say “If you have a wider and bigger heart, and if you are good at being patient, then love is for you”. Otherwise being in your own space is better than to let someone in. When you feel you’re ready to add meaning into someone’s life, only and only then you are free to love someone.